Inside I hope, you know I\'m dying
I AM -
[x] anorexic but i have bulimic "episodes"
[x] ednos
[ ] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[ ]thirsty
[ ] drinking something
[ ] Under 100lbs
[ ] wanting to be "under-100-by end of june"
[x] starving yourself
[x] participating in a fast with other people

PEOPLE -
[ ] ask if i'm anorexic/bulimic
[] call me fat
[x] say i'm too skinny
[ ] say i'm ugly
[x] say i'm pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] force me to eat
[ ] say i eat too much
[x] wish i'd stop
[x] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic

I WISH -
[x] i was THIN
[x] i had a better body
[x] i didn't have to eat
[x] i could control myself
[x] i was under 100lbs
[x] i could avoid food
[x] i could hide what i am
[x] i wasn't fat
[x] i was pretty
[x] i could stop

I LOVE -
[x] feeling hungry
[x] shaking
[x] being weak, because i know i'm losing weight
[x] losing weight
[a] being anorexic/bulimic
[ ] green tea
[ ] diet soda
[x] coffee
[ ] laxatives
[ ] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself
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